There are not many people who are certain on their goal and future.

I am one of them. However, I am in more severe situation.

I enrolled the English test, TOEIC, and I am supposed to do the exam tomorrow. I haven't study at all.

I have failed on getting a computer certificate 3 times. I know I deserved it as I hadn't study enough.

I feel that I am getting less confident.  I don't want to study and I don't want to get the bad result. I don't know what to do.

What is the problem I have?

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I was planning to do internship next September but there's nothing decided. There's no news from m agency in charge of  my internship.( And I paid the internship fee to them .. I don't have money)

I expected what I would do in September in January..

unforeseeable future makes me more unstable.